Every girl wants a "Prince Charming" .. and while that may be nice and all .. i’m thinking that i’d rather have the guy that’s going to call me at 4am just to say hi and that he couldn’t sleep because he missed me .. someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone .. because he wants to see how i’m really doing. because i said i was fine, but we both know i’m lying .. or the guy who will stay home on a Saturday night with me because i’m sick .. he’ll bring me my favorite kind of candy .. even though i can’t eat it because my stomach flips at the idea .. the guy- that one guy ... he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else .. but he’d be my hero .. my ‘knight in shining armor’ .. anyone who’d stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair back while i puke .. that’s a hero .. and a true love.

i KN0W i'M MADE 0F MiSTAKES,
DiSAPP0iNTMENTS, & FAiLURES BUT
i PR0MISE Y0U THERE'S A PART 0F
ME THAT'S ACTUALLY W0RTH KEEPiNG

HE'S THE REASON i
WAKE UP iN THE
MORNING & THE REASON
i CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT

he gets her out of bed in the morning,

drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, & doesn't even know he does it

i promise you.. deep down inside
this hurt, scared teenager
theres something worth keeping..

THE TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS <3
- midol is like crack; end of story.
- we love ben && jerrys more than you.
- we will never be too old for sleepovers.
- gossip isn`t a sin; it`s an art.
- we aren`t ashamed to cry.
- we must go to the bathroom in groups.
- we have this thing called feelings; don`t hurt them.
- there`s no point in having an ex if you can`t be a bitch to him.
- hoes over bros. no questions asked.
- we don`t wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
- sometimes is just never quite enough.
- we need girls nights; OFTEN.
- we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.
- it doesn`t matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.. not because we`re not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
- makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart.
- no guy wants to marry a whore. well, no girl wants to marry a man whore either.
- never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just don`t do it.
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or but when you`re not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.

I Carved your name in this bullet so everyone will know you were the last one running through my head

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

-Kelly Clarkson-

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

 -Kelly Clarkson-

i need a guy who can make me laugh,
just by the way he says * hello * when i pick up the phone.
The guy who makes my hands shake,
when i'm sitting right next to him.
And the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me,
when i'm not really ready to let go.

Its amazing how your voice makes
Everything bad that happend fade away
How I need to hear your voice at the end
Of everyday. When something goes wrong
Your the only one I want to tell it to. But the most
Incredible thing is how much Im really in love with you

its amazing how you knock me off my feet..
every time you come around me i get weak..
nobody ever made me feel this way...
you kiss my lips, and then you take my breath away

I've never slept better, When all i could smell on my pillow was the scent of you.

When the world shatters, will you hold my hand?

The truth is I miss you with all my heart and I can't stand the sound of your name because it hurts too much. The fact that I may never see you again makes it even worse. I was and still am completely and utterly in love with you. You make me feel like no one else can. You always know how to make me smile and not one of those fake smiles I always have on, but one of those that when you're around, I can never seem to get rid of and the worst thing is that when you push me away or I feel that way, you're hurting me, hurting us and every time I see you, I just want to jump in your arms, in hopes that things will be okay. But now that you're gone, and maybe not coming back, I need you to know, just how much I love you and just how much, I need you and pray that you do that right back. I hope you hear this because will all my heart, I love you. I miss you. I need you. And I'm not afraid to tell you

im a second away from the trigger
and youre starting to piss me off

iT'S THE SiMPLE THiNGS
THAT Y0U D0 T0 ME THAT MAKE
MY HEART F0RGET T0 BEAT.
THE WAY Y0U TALK, WALK,
SMiLE MAKES ME FALL iN L0VE
WiTH Y0U A LiTTLE M0RE EACH DAY.

wish i could show you
just how good it feels
to have you look at me that way

Have you ever been lying in your bed
thinking about him & your body starts
to tingle and all of a sudden you want
nothing more than to be in his arms?

The best kind of kiss is ;;
the kind when you have to stop
because you can't help but smile.

i Hate It When We Hug
Because I Know You'll Wanna Let Go
But All I Wanna Do Is Hold On Forever

all my friends ask why i'm so hung up on you
after all the **** that you put me through*
it's hard to explain & i wish they could realize
what it's like to look at you through my eyes//

im not a perfect girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place
and i spill alot of things. im pretty clumsy & sometimes i
have a broken heart </3 my friends & i sometimes fight and
maybe some days nothing goes right. but when i think about
it and i take a step back .. i remember how amazing my life
truly is and that maybe, just maybe - i like being unperfect.

 the day i met you my life changed
the way you make me feel is hard to explain
you make me smile in a special kind of way
you make me fall deeper for you everyday
& when i look into your eyes, i know its true,
there is no one else in the world for me but you.

The worst feeling is not death
It is knowing that you arent needed
That you are alone in this world
And that you no longer have reason to live...

It's times like these when
I wish I would wake up in the emergency room
And hear the words
"She's not going to make it."